Halow Effect

The Nile's Edge
2004-08-24 00:48:33 (UTC)

My One-Time Bitch

let me just start off with saying that i'm sooo glad that
i'm not a slut.

you know...one of those girls that feels the urge to play,
screw with and/or do other things with a guy after knowing
him for a couple hours...for no reason other than to
satisfy some void of insecurity. yup...for the most part,
that's all they're doing...cept for the few who are in a
situation where, hell, even i'd be up for an innocent
romp. those nights out with the single girls at The Castle
where you find a nice guy to flirt with, or, that one guy
you meet at starbucks...who is just too cute to let go
after a few conversations. i dunno.

gross.

like moldy left-overs.

i say this b/c of what i see sometimes and everyone KNOWS
i have never done things to contradict what i've said, i'm
not a hypocrite...cos i'm not social in the way that i'd
go to a party with certain intentions or certain
temptations. but (most) college girls are SO GROSS.
actually, it doesn't matter if they're in college or not,
they can still be gross, as long as they're this age.

all they do is talk on the cell phone till the party
starts at "brice's house!", drink to the point of drunken
slut-status and when some drunk gross college guy stumbles
up and they exchange spit for half an hour. it's so gross!
i can't wait until i've grown out of the stage where i'm
surrounded by it all.

hell even, some of the guys i know...eh, f*** it. =)

but people are different, so i'm just going to keep hoping
that i can keep myself away from it for as long as i can.
unfortunately, some of my closest friends drink...and
that's not me, i guess.

heh, here it comes,....so now i'll have someone read this
and then they will be courteous and not tell me about the
party where they all get drunk and have the time of
they're life. and i'll be hurt b/c i'll only see the fact
that they left me out. i hope they don't leave me out and
i hope they don't "mind" what i've said, but whatever. i'm
just bitching...i decided to get it out this once and i
have a feeling that it's just a one time bitch.




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