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my stupid mouth
2004-08-21 14:36:43 (UTC)

two tearful good-byes

(even though i didn't actually cry either time)

this is my first entry written on my new laptop. i like
being able to have a computer in my room. this way no one
is bothering me to get off the computer or to do something
else. and i like that this is my own. i guess i don't
like to share. i guess it's not so much the sharing that
i
don't like, but i like knowing that no one else has
control
over this but me.

and i'm watching reruns of dawson's creek right now, which
makes everything just that much better. there's a save
ferris song playing in the background!

kim is leaving today for school...gordon college, which is
sort of close to boston. i went to her house for a few
hours in the afternoon yesterday. i helped her pack and
ate dinner with her family. i also went out for lunch
with
taryn, lauren, and this other girl, jess, who works with
them. i'm pretty sure that i knew jess before either of
them did. during the summer before ninth grade, i met her
at basketball camp, but she seems completely different
now. it was good to hang out with some different people.
it occurred to me that there are a bunch of people that i
most likely won't see again before i leave.

it seems like so long before i go. it's like someone else
is leaving, not me. i'm supposed to go help taryn pack
sometime next week. so i'll get everyone packed and send
them off and then i'll still be here waiting for my turn.
i know the day that i leave, i'll look back and wonder
where the time went.




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