RENT

I luv NY
2004-08-20 22:16:56 (UTC)

This day is

pissing me off. A lot. I wish things would just go my way
for a change. I wanna change my Biology class so I have Mrs.
Kurt...but I'm sure if I did it would totally screw up my
whole schedual...plus it would be hard for me...because I
have biology with Sam...I don't know what to do. And I could
be stressing over nothing...I mean a change in my schedual
might not even be possible. Who knows.

Beah's coming home today. Ordinarily I would be looking
forward to it since the day she left. But I'm afraid she's
gonna come home and be really pissed...or just not even
acknowledge me at all. I never know with her. I'm always
watching my back expecting her to ditch me again. Frankly,
it wouldn't surprise me. At all.

I miss Tina. This year would probably go so much better if
she were here. I don't think she realizes I miss her so
much. A lot of people do. I wish she would realize this and
move back. I know it's complicated with her, but I think it
would help.

I made Sam promise me that no matter what happens this year
we'll stay friends outside of school. Of course he was like
duh but promises don't mean diddly to a guy anyway.

I don't have enough money for school clothes. I'll get my
really big check in two weeks...but that's in two weeks. Sigh.

Watch, all my friends will have Mrs. Kurt. I AM SO MAD!
If we could schedual our own damn classes this wouldn't have
happened in the first place.

I'm starting to get nervous about going back to school.

Got to go get ready for work.
I don't feel good. I think the eggs I made for myself today
weren't all the way cooked. I shouldn't be aloud to cook. lol

I'm depressed.

~Sara~




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