One Day At a Time
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I think I m pretty much done..
I think I'm pretty much done with the whole dating thing.
Its just not wroking right now. I miss the days when I
could settle for anything. :) Back then I always had a
I went to see Corey last Sunday. It was what I secretly
expected. I'm left to assume that the conversation we had
a while back about him wanting more was probably a lie, or
some sort of drunken admission that he has no recollection
of. Sucks for me b/c I believed it. Oh well. Lesson
learned. Don't get me wrong. He's a great guy. Just not
with me, I guess. I don't know. I'll leave the ball in
his court and if something develops, that's great. If
not, then we'll remain the "talk to you whenever" kind of
friends that we are. But I did make a decision about him,
I feel so strongly towards him that its hard to have sex
with him and not want to be touched and held and kissed.
Which is what happened when I saw him last. And I
couldn't help laughing b/c it was so awkward afterward. I
made light of things and went on my merry way. I had a
very silent drive home. No radio. Just silent.
I went to Charlotte this weekend. I went to see Sam and
to go to Carowinds. Since we had an incoming hurricane,
it rained off and on all day Saturday. So Carowinds was
out of the question. I thought that at the very least I'd
get to hang out with Sam, who i haven't seen in about a
year. First of all she neglected to put in for that
Saturday off. So she had to work. Then somehow.. she got
food poisoning. So hanging out with her was out of the
question as well. I was really upset. I was determined to
have a good time so I got a hotel and then went to the
club saturday night. I had a blast! So all in all it
wasn't a complete loss.
I decided that I'm gonna get a part time job. The extra
money can't hurt.
I'm looking forward to this coming weekend. My dad's
birthday is next week so we're celebrating the weekend
prior to it. We planned a trip to myrtle beach. That
should be fun. We haven't had a vacation in a little
Ugh! I don't want to go to work tomorrow. But I'll go
anyway and I'll do my job damn well! :)
That's all for me! Later gators!