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silent wishes
Ad 2:
2004-08-12 05:52:53 (UTC)

please read it

look, i love you, and i always will. i just want you to
know that. i'm not trying to make you mad by telling you
that, and i'm not trying to make you feel bad. but i have
to tell you, because i cant let you leave without knowing.

i know you dont want to hear it right now, and it
probably means nothing anymore. but i've wanted to say it
for a long long time, and since i dont know when i'll
actually see you again and have time to talk to you, i'll
say it here, as much as i'd rather tell you in person. I
would've told you earlier tonight, but you had enough to
worry about.

i dont know, maybe it doesnt matter anymore, maybe it
does. but either way, i'm always going to love you, and i'm
always going to be here for you.

god...there's so much i want to say to you, but i dont
know how. all i know to do is to tell you that i love you.
if you want to be mad at me, thats fine. if you want to
talk, please please do. i just want you to be happy.

i'm tired, i'll finish this later when i actually know
what to say.

just please hon, remember that i love you.