Jams

Lesbian....Yes!
2004-08-11 21:33:23 (UTC)

August 11th 2004 2:20 pm

Last night I wanted to write in here so bad cause I was in
this slump of a mood after being hyper all day. See I went
to this advance screening of this movie called Garden State
with Tasha. It was spur of the moment which is always cool
with me and it was a good movie. But it sort of made me sad
a bit and I had a few tears. I didn't want to tear in front
of Tasha though cause I was a bit shy about it. I don't
know. I came home after and Jewel and Jill were there
watching a movie. I was quiet but weirded out. I guess I
just wanted to have quiet in my weird state of mind. I have
got to connect the dvd in Jill's room so that they can
watch movies in there and I can come home and watch tv like
I like to after a long day. I need it to calm myself. I
think that was why I was weird too.

So anyways, I got this cute text message from Tasha that
said "Thanks for last night, ur fun" blah blah blah. I was
going to send her the same message but she beat me to it.
How cute is she? I am enjoying this woman discovery thing.
I mean, it is nice to be able to hang out and have
conversation and laugh and do all those cute things people
are suppose to do with no kind of strings attached or
worries or stupid rules and labels. I like that definitely.

I sent a text to the hot brazilian chick Dawn yesterday but
got no response. I am not sure who has text message and who
doesn't. Everyone should as like a rule. I mean really.
LOL!! So this is where I am today: I auditioned for my
friends play on Monday and got the part of Jackie. LOL!! I
am so nervous cause I haven't done any kind of theatre
since high school and plus I have major stage fright. But I
need to get out in the world and experience things more as
I always tell myself but hardly do.

I ran into this girl I knew in middle school and high
school who use to be in drama with me back then. She is
still hot and turns out she is Bisexual (lesbian) and that
is awesome. So I am going to call her possibly tonight to
see if she wants to hang. Man it was so weird to see
someone from that time in my community. Weird.

Pretty much that is it. I have been trying to figure out my
bills and make plans for the next 6 weeks. I am so scared
of this whole move thing and trying to paint and so on. I
have no idea what to do. I feel so pressured to get all
this done in the next 2 weeks. AHHHHHH!!!!

So that is all for now, just trying to stay sane and
hopefully meet some real cool peeps. Maybe a special
someone in the near near future. Wouldn't that be nice?




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