shorty_777

All about me...and sometimes my friends.
2004-08-09 22:25:20 (UTC)

August 9th, 2004

Wow, I haven't written in here forever. Nice to know that
I'm probably not the only one who gets that random nag
mail, even when you say that you don't want it. Oh well.

I guess lately I've been really busy, work, vacation,
reunions, meeting new people, Busy busy busy!!

Next week, 18th, 19th and 20th, I'm going to meet Austin's
Mom and Step-dad and step sister. I'm so nervous. There's
so many questions I have...Like, are they gonna like me? I
know, just be yourself and you'll be okay. I asked
Austin, "what if they don't like me?" and he said, "It
doesn't matter what they think, all that matters is that I
love you..." We had some pretty deep conversations last
night...I told him so many things...And he told me...a
lot...Man, I'm never gonna let him go for anything...It was
deep...So deep...Like, we haven't had a convo like
that...for along time now..and it just felt good to know
what he's thinking, and to know that "everything will be
okay..." but to hear that...from him...makes everything so
much better. I know, you guys are probably all
thinking, "oh, she's so dramatic..." but, maybe it's just
because deep, deep, deep down... I'm a hopeless
romantic...Man, I should call Sara tonight and see if she's
home...See if she wants to hang out tonight, if she's not
working...After I finish this, I will call her. I hate
talking to people when they are totally zoned out...I just
hate it. Plainly hate it!

Football try outs start on the 23rd and I think I might
go...Depending if Mamie calls or not...Muhahaha! I love
helping people with their problems, especially if the
person is older than I am...Makes me feel so helpful. Too
bad I couldn't be like that around the house. Mom doesn't
like that part of me...

Oh well..I'm kinda running out of things to say...I need an
update from Kev on how things are going with him...He just
came online...Muhahaha!! I'll get that soon. Oh well, it's
7:25 pm...Austin should be home soon...

Losta luv from,
Shorty




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