Princess_Lauren2002

Used n Abused
2004-08-08 08:17:02 (UTC)

starting over

Hello to all who never reads this. I haven't wrote in here
in the longest. So heres a update. I finally stoped talking
to Joseph! Thank god. I know it took me awhile. I stoped
talking to him in June. I couldn't talk to him because my
mom heard the way he was cussing me out cause I went on a
walk. Ok come on ,I went on a friggin walk around my
neighborhood. So my mom and dad told me not to talk to him.
And I didn't but I did call him when I was at the beach
cause he left me a message. When I did he was all WHAT DO
YOU WANT YOU DONT KNOW HOW TO FUCKING CALL NO ONE STOP
CALLING ME. and I did. He's tried to call me up till now.
Left me messages saying he still loves me. BULLSHIT! So now
im going with someone whos been waiting TWO YEARS to go
with me. And I am happy. He doesn't judge me and isn't
controlling, And I told him if he ever starts to be like
that ,i would stop talking to him. But hes a sweetie. Hes
name is Jessie. I think hes cute but other people have
other opinions. I've been going with him since June27 .So
we've been going together 1month and 12days.lol Im counting
im a loser. But I hope this works out. Today is my brother
and sisters birthday. Their 15. Their in houston but their
coming home today. So yup. I've been going drivers-Ed.
Fun . I have my permit but i have to wait till january to
get my license. I don't care. I drove on the freeway for
the first time last week. GO ME!LOL I guess im a alright
driver. No biggie i'll get better. I have notice that
since i haven't talked to EVIL JOSEPH that i haven't been
depressed or anything. He was the one who brought me down.
THe only thing now is im not close enough with GOD. I need
to work on that. I went to church yesterday .First time in
a long time. There was a Chinese Priest. Father Kim.lol I
couold hardly understand him but he was good ,different.
But change is good at times. I was cleaning my room but i
stopped needed a mokey break. Ehg im soo tired i don't
think im gonna finish tonight i'll do it in the morning.
well im gonna go bye bye god bless LEAVE ME SOME FEEDBACK
OR WHATEVER YOU CALL IT
LOVE ALWAYS
LAUREN"RALPH LAURELL"
UsEd N aBUsEd