- Jessica -

- Stuck In A World Of Sin -
2004-07-29 03:36:55 (UTC)

WHOA!

Hey-

Well.. today was church and I FINALLY got to see
Carson. It seems to have been an eternity, but in reality
it was only two days. lol. Since it was the day after our
one month anniversary.. we had to celebrate. :D
In church we were the usual "love-dovey" type. Then,
after church the naught in me came out and we went in my
mom's van. Hee hee. :D We made out like.. 5 times but they
weren't anything really because my sis and Wyatt kept
bothering us. (As if they didn't know what was going on.)
Then after church we went to go see a movie. It was
me, Carson, Emily, and my mom. Once again, the naughty in
me came out and we like... made out for the longest time
in history. (Ask him... it was a REALLY long time. lol.)
We had made out so much.. that I never wanted to
stop, and my body ran cold. It was so great. I know I love
him. We were both like.... WHOA! lol. How long was that?
He asked me.
For me.. it was the first time ever that I had made
out with a guy at the movies. And that was also his. Which
was wierd. And he also told me that our make out session
was the longest he had ever had too. Hee hee. :D You guys
probably think I'm trashy now... don't you?
There's more. On the way home we did it again. lol.
This time... we made my mom miss the turn to his house.
lol. It was funny though.. because it seemed that my mom
had no clue that we were making out in the back seat.. or
two seats down. I think she's used to it. I don't know.
I feel bad because I liked it. I mean... I really
liked it. lol. I'm just afraid that people will think
badly of me because I made out with him for like.....
ever. I don't know.... at least I didn't do the stuff that
Jeni did. But maybe it doesn't make any difference. What
if I am really a slutt?
Anyways... tonight was the best and I have no
regrets. Carson is my boyfriend and I love him. I just
hope people don't judge me. Today was a great way to spend
our one month anniversary. :)
- Jess




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