Aa-chan

Diary of a Deranged Fangirl
2004-07-24 22:30:44 (UTC)

Aa-Chan's Tale Of Disgust

I'm in a completely disgusted mood today. I guess it's
because I've decided not to go to Otakon. I just don't
have enough money to go and the girls who offered to stay
in the hotel with us totally reneged on the deal, so
eh... It's over. Yet again no convention for Aa-chan and
this just totally sucks.

And what's worse it all that time and energy it took to
finish up that fucking Esther dress. That's what pisses
me off more then anything! I feel like I completely
wasted my time!!!

Plus last night was a fiasco... Not that anything bad
happened, but I was just annoyed to all hell last night
and I know there's going to be some crap about it. I
hardly said anything most of the night. I really, really
didn't wanna go over to Moe-Chan's because Kristin never
once e-mailed me or called me over the last two and a half
weeks, and I was expected to go and be merry and all
cheery. Kiss my ass!

But you know what... I've been over and over this in my
mind and its just bullshit. I'm not dealing with it
anymore. I'm just plain sick and tired of the entire
scenario. So I'm going to stop whining about it and talk
about something else.

However, next weekend while everyone is off to Otakon, I'm
going to take up Rachel's offer of going to visit her and
her family down in Smyrna. She said I could spend the
weekend if I wanted to and it's been a long time since
I've last seen her. So I think I'm going to go. Maybe
when I come back, I'll be in a less disgusted mood.

Woo-hoo: Nanimonai

Barf: Just disgusted with everything today.

Current Song: al.ni.co's Suicide Solution




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