babybritt_4life

My Crazy Mixed Up World * A Girl In Love
2004-07-19 14:34:34 (UTC)

I wish people wouldn t lie to..

I wish people wouldn't lie to me. Do they think they are
saving me from something? Do they think they are saving
their selves from something? Sooner or later the truth
will come out its just going to cause a bigger bang. I
mean damn... my closest friends. Jimmy, D, Tiffany, Becca,
EVERYONE. And then some of them get mad at me for not
believing them. HOW THE HELL CAN I? I mean how do I know
when or when your not telling the truth? You lie to me a
lot... yeah I'm most likely going to have to have a little
more then you just telling me for me to believe you. And
like I know this is nothing big... but Jay J came over
with Tiffany yesterday because he wanted to talk.
Something about wanting to know if I had any beef with
him. So we had a talk about that night and the week to
follow. Then we started to talk about D. How John broke up
with her and Jay J asked her out. She told me like that
day. ~Did I tell you John broke up with me? No I'm so
sorry D. Yeah it was something about never seeing me, but
that was the first thing I said, Its all good though. Well
I'm glad its all good. Jay J asked me out. And you said?
What do you think I told that blue little smurf? No? Damn
right I told him no~ And talking to tiffany and Jay J I
found out that she told him yes and told Tiff that she
told him yes. Like I said no big deal... only put me in a
strange place when talking to Jay J about it. But there
are more lies that are driving me crazy. Bigger lies. So
again... how do they want me to trust them... when the
weren't telling the truth before?




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