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Jenn
2004-07-16 00:21:01 (UTC)

I love music

I really do love music! It can fix anything..! haha...but
maybe not my toe ...holy dink! I think i might
die...straight up DIE.... today at work...i worked till
like 2:25 from 9...and then went to this meeting thing...
steph drove me...pretty sure i love that girl haha..
anyways we went together...and we get there and i cant
even walk with my shoe on...no joke I had to take it
off...my toe is sooo gorss and nasty I MIGHT DIE honestly.
haha my mom is taking me to the clinic when she gets
home...maybe get some penisilian or something to fix it...
Its so infected and gross and...pussing...like the tip of
my sock was like yellow! hahahaha Im sure no one wants to
hear about this...just to let you know ITS DONALDS
FAULT :) hahaha aww don don ur a good guy. haha I've been
working lots lately...i work again tomorrow 9-2...its not
a bad shift...cuz i get up at 8, shower and then go...and
two isnt a bad time...its to three that kills ya!! cuz it
doesnt end!!!! 2-3 is the worst hour hahaha...man oh man.
lets not talk about work or feet...after the ark...so like
beginning of aug...im giong job searching, hopefully at
the rocky mountain chocolate factory place in the mall
where leah just got hired and where andrea works...I wanna
work there, i think it'd be fun...and then maybe i could
go back to mc donalds later because yea it'll get better
once they have like a new store...which is apparently
happening next year i dunno...i love the ppl there , i'd
feel like i'd abandon them if i left....so if this
chocolate place hires me and doesnt give me many
hours ..i'll complain...and if they still dont give more,
i'll be like im going go find some more and get another
job....leah says they asked her like 400times if she had
another job during her interveiw because they hate working
around other hours...soooo haha i'll do that to PEE THEM
OFF! it'll be good...that is..a.gain...if i get
hired...and if adam doesnt come out here in aug....cuz im
not gong quit a job thats going give me so much time off!
hahaha ....i'll book of days for when adam comes out
here...like 4 at a time...in little groups haha...and then
go out u know...it'll be good times...but yea! im excited
for the ark...i think i really need to find God...and this
is like a huge oppurtunity...last year, its what expanded
my relationship with god....and yea, it really erupted
last year....like i had this love for God..and then after
I went on the ark is was like OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I LOOOVE
YOu...hahaha i dunno how else to explain it...but uh yea..
i dont feel like that at all!! i dont talk to many ppl
about it either, well i've talked to evan...but not even
that deep ya know?...cuz i kinda blow by it...just cuz im
kinda embarassed....i guess....like i talk about praying
and how i dont feel anything when i pray....and before it
was just like i could pray for 2 hours? and feel like i
had the best conversation ever...ya know?...its so weird!
so hopefully the ark will lead to something...everynight i
pray "lord let me know you"...etc etc....but to me it
seems like words and not that im even speaking to
someone...there has to be SOMETHING thats not happening or
clicking ...heck i dunno....i know He always hears me
tho.. and tahts not a problem! but my toe is pussing, i
must tend to that...

hahaha
Love always!! Jenn




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