love_sufficient

RhoHome
2004-07-15 09:04:06 (UTC)

doorways to a thousand churches

and resolutions of all my fruitless searches
i see the light and the heat
yes i want to be that complete...

Literally just got back from the philippines. i didn't
know i would be able to survive such a long flight twice.
well...what cani say. all my years of hypocritical banter
about not wanting to go that bad, and now i feel as if i
can't live without it. not another day. it's so
unbelieveable that i won't wake up and see the same people
i've been seeing for the past three weeks, live the same
life. i know it was vacation so, ofcourse, fun for all,
but...life there is just so....i really really truly with
all my soul and being LOVE it. my cousins...i should've
grown up with them. they're each awesome in every sense
of the word. what was i doing that i didn't go home
earlier? and by home i mean there. i don't know...i
don't want to wait another year...or six years or ten to
see them again. i just want to be there. now.




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