Hollie bee

KiKi lAnd
2004-07-11 02:20:46 (UTC)

is only to be wanted

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hmmmph... ::sigh::
okay, now ive composed myself


Fly away on my zephyr!!!!!.....
i feel it more than ever.....
and in this perfect weather..
we'll find a place together..
in the water where the scent of my emotion
all the world can pass me by
fly away on my zephyr
we'll find a palce together...
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BLahhhhhhh, just been awefully down n' dumpy today
its finally starting to kick in thaaaaaaaat
...my pArents hAte the shit out eachother and its over

aaaaaannnnnd ive got nobody.
yeaaah well. i have friends but um
it seems the people that have known me forever
arent here anymore
..like everybody moved on with their new friends
i cant talk to danielle anymore i never hear from her.
no, like... i still can talk to her but.
its just not as tight as before

sarah the one person i have known FORever probably just
doesnt care anymore. fucking great how my mom went and
fucks things up their. dont fucking trust anyone..
trust is lie its just a matter of how and when you will
find out for yourself.

i dont care to EVER have a boyfriend again.
i dont think i will until something incredibly great comes
my way. otherwise i just fucking quit.
i dunno. im at the end of my rope.
im trying to look up but i find the fucken rope untwining
thats how it fucken Feels.
someone at work mentioned that chick that jumped out of her
parents car and died. i guess she was 17.
and i was like "yeah i used to do that. i dont even know
how many times ive attempted to jump out of the car on the
highway."
i dunno why i did it, it was just a weird habit. id
suddenly open the door and fucken try to get Out. i think i
did it absent mindedly. maybe i was meant for suicide after
all. ..... who the fuck really knows.

i have no idea what im doing after high school.
right. i have NO goals. i dont wanna go to college.
i dont wanna DO anything.
i am WASTING AWAY and i no longer need drugs to do it.
I
HAVE
NOTHING
to LIVE
FOR...
and im too fucking lazy to kill myself so i can only hope i
get in a REALLY bad car accident and just fucking go to
hell already.
it should be illegal to have kids.
i never WANTED to be born anyway...?
how nobody sees this coming i Really do not know.
i wrote an essay praising dr kevorkian.
I WANT TO LEGALIZE AIDING SUICIDE?????????
Mrs ezovski had to READ and correct that paper.
did she NOT see something WRONG with me?
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something inside the cards i know is right
dont wanna live somebody elses life
this is what i wanna be
and this is what i give to you because i get it free
*
im here to be your only go between,
to tell you of the sights these eyes have seen
what i really wanna do is
turn it into motion beauty that i can abuse
you know that i use my senses to
you can see thats its only everywhere
ill take it all and then ill find a way to share
come along and go along with me
wander with me yo.. its ALL for free
I could Die for You. whatchu wanna do?
OH this life i choose

Come again and tell me
Where you want to go
What it means to me
To be with you alone
Close the door and
No one has to know
How we are..
.....
its Allllll for FReeeeee....

makes me wanna say
i could die for you- red hot chilli peppers.





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