poeticgem

My sometimes coherent thoughts
2004-07-11 00:05:55 (UTC)

Over 24 hours now

and the more time that passes ... well I'm afraid the
harder it's going to be ...

he will not call me ... and I can only say at this moment
I'm not going to call him and haven't called him yet.

Geez, after all these years, and the ages that we are ...
somethings just don't change, do they?

Why don't I call him ... because I always do, that's why.
I'm predictable and that's what he's come to rely upon and
one of the things that's pissing him off more than anything
lately, the fact that I'm not behaving/acting in the way
that he's been accustomed to after all these years ... I'm
acting out of character and that bothers him ...

so ... that's the way things stand right now ...

Chantelle's bored as hell because we haven't done anything
all day ... I lost my morning motivation to really bust my
ass cleaning this place and have only succeeded in cleaning
out the kitchen cupboard and straightened the fridge ...
I'm broke and on my period ... oh, life is wonderful




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