My Very Own Black Hole

College Years and then some
2004-07-09 20:22:50 (UTC)

To eat, or not to eat

GEEZ.....summers seems like its going so slow....but then
at the same time..it feels like so much has happened and is
almost over. HAwaii is like in 3 weeks and i've got church
camp before that....fun shizit. anyways....

Okay, so here's my dilema kids. I have been working my ass
off at the gym for the past month or so. On top of that, I
have been taking these dietary supplements
called "cortiSlim". so get this...Not only have I not lost
not even 1 pound....but im not seeing any change. I feel a
little different...but nothing is showing on the outside.
Does someone want to tell me what the HELL is going on? I
actually feel like im getting fatter at times....my legs
look like...i don't even wanna say. But there not toning,
thats all i gotta say. And i tried to talk to my mom about
it last night...because i was a little down last night. (I
was a bit upset because i asked adam if he saw any
change....he said honestly No). If you must know anything
about my mom, she swears she's some kind of Dr. Laura. She
takes only what SHE hears...not the facts...and forms a
conclusion about how you feel. So last night, i begin to
tell her that i don't see a change, im doing everything
right at the gym, i eat pretty good for a sugar craved
teenager....and all she did was hear the eating part. "YOU
HAVE A EATING DISOODER....YOU EAT TOO MUCH HONEY..."
Okay...first of all, she only sees me when i come home at
night. She has not seen me eat a meal since late MAY of
2004 (this year obviously.) Like who the hell is she to
tell me I HAVE an eating disorder. If anything...i don't
eat enough. Because of that dietary supplement thing...my
stomach has shrank alot....so i get full really fast. And i
hardly eat bad stuff too! and on top of all this...this
women thinks im still having sex! HOLY SHIT NO!GRRRRRRR! I
just want to know hat is wrong with me. Is it my
metabolism? LIke what am i doing wrong! WHY CAN"T I SHAKE
THIS WEIGHT OFF ME!

FUCK ME FUCK ME FUCK ME!!!!!!!!




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