simply myself

5 loaves and 2 fishes
2004-07-06 03:03:21 (UTC)

I'm becoming lazy to post...

one reason is that computer at home is down and i dun
quite want to post in the office...but i tink that's
probably juz an excuse cuz i do spend time on the web even
in the office as well..

i guess i dun want to juz post abt her...cuz my life ought
to be more than juz her...but the things that affected me
most the past week probably have been her, or rather bgr
things in general...partly cuz at work there is nothing
much to be excited nor upset abt to mention here and i
tink 45% of my time is spent at work at 30% on sleeping,
8% on travelling and 10% on miscellaneous that there isn't
much time for anything else.

i dun wnt to be bogged down by bgr cuz there are many
things that are impt too..but since sometime early in the
year when i kind of told myself that it's abt time i
settle down and spend a few years preparing to get
married..yea since that time i have kind of been focusing
too much of my attention on this aspect of my life..

now those who know me well (or think that you know me
well) would say that u thought i have been over-concerned
abt this aspect like since 4-5 years ago..but i tink
there's a shift in focus...in the past it was mroe of a
desire to get attached for companionship...companionship
for the moment, for the short-term, with marraige in
mind..but at the back of the mind...but now it's
different..i'm seriously thinking abt achieving my all-
time ideal of getting married at 27, if not then 28. I
must say i have yet to seek God on this magic number but I
will..

anyway..i hope that from this post on there would be other
things that increase in their importance in my life in
order to warrant a mention in the subsequent entries...




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