blkdragon

grounded
2004-07-03 13:55:46 (UTC)

Love

Got up this morning, listening to Sun's voice, don't
remember what he was saying; just noted that the sound of
it woke me. I heard him and Toya, I proceeded to get out
of bed. I went to bed last night, after deciding that I
didn't want to fall asleep on the couch.
Sun was sleeping on the couch and Toya was in the
bathroom, I needed to piss. Considered going outdoors,
briefly. Toya came out of the bathroom, dressed and headed
out the door. I asked her where she was going, she
responded sadly, "to the YMCA to get the car washed". I
started to hug her, she looked like she needed one and
kept my hands to myself, she began to open the door; Sun
woke up and asked her where she was going.
She responded to him and they began talking about some
problems they were having, I didn't want to be part of
that, I went to the bathroom to relieve myself. I went to
the bedroom to get my toiletries and the cigarette I lit
last night, I'd step outside to finish it.
While sitting outside, I couldn't help but listen to part
of their conversation and a smile played on my face, I
love them so much. The problem at hand was Sun's not going
to bed last night, when his wife wants him beside her,
they love each other sooo much and I want them to always
be happy with one another. Toya is so beautiful, inside
and out, they're blessed to have one another and I'll do
everything in my power to ensure that. I got involved in
the conversation, they wanted me to, got Sun to take his
wife to bed and they knocked each other's socks off.
Ordinarily, I wouldn't have wanted to hear the sounds of
their passion, I did and I was pleased; then I thought
about Shun.
Jr. woke up and someone opened the door so he could come
to me, I got him something to drink and he returned to
their bedroom, I realized how much love I have for the
people in my life and decided to call Shun. I knew she
wouldn't be up this early, just wanted to leave a message
for her, the voice mail didn't kick in and I was left
feeling a sense of loss; a slight vacuum.
She knows I love her and in the end, that's the only
important thing.




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