polyester bride

The Blue of my Oblivion
2004-07-02 01:14:28 (UTC)

crush

Twice today I've been asked if I like anyone now. I'm
not really sure, it's kind of confusing. I'm really
attracted to Max from my class, but I don't know if I like
him. I guess I do, but I don't know him well enough to be
sure. I've known him for two weeks, and surely that's not
long enough. I only just started talking to him this week,
and not even a lot. But he seems so nice, once you get
past the shyness. Physically, he's pretty tall and skinny,
and has semi-long red hair. His eyes are greenish (yay!)
blue and he has braces (they kind of add to his
personality). He has a slight lisp, but it's so cute, and
makes it fun to hear him talk. He kind of reminds me of
Dylan Klebold - not the whole...murdering people...thing...
but the way he looks. Haha, that sounds crazy. His movie
turned out really really well, it's a slasher/thriller.
And I love those kinds of movies. He also likes a lot of
the same music as I do, and dun dun dun dun HE PLAYS
GUITAR!!! I was automatically attracted when I found this
out, but not nearly as much as I was when I actually heard
him play. He's very very good, and he's in a band.
He doesn't go to my school though, he goes to some
really tiny private school with only a hundred kids or
something. It's really a shame, but maybe that's good. I'm
trying to turn it into a good situation. Maybe, if I do
like him, it's good that we dont' go to the same school so
I won't get distracted. But I shouldn't be thinking like
that. I don't know him, he doesn't know me. Blah. I should
get his email or screen name tomorrow, so I can keep in
touch. It sucked that today was the first day we really
got to talk, and that tomorrow is the last day.

I'm just wondering if I really like him or am I just
attracted to the fact that I've finally met a guy who is
just like me. I'll have to see. He's just so cool...aww I
have a crush...shoot...




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