cont. from my last entry.
i havent seen or heard from him since last night when he
left to take the garbage out.. i was told by someone
today that he'd been tweekin w/ jaime n partying these
past two nights... this comming from jaime to that
person. i want to throw up. it was right in front of me,
i knew it. but still, i insisted on believing you.. i
hate myself more than i hate you atm. i fucking let you
do this to me. i talked to jaime today.. i dont know
who to fucking trust!!! fuck them all.