MelCrazy03

MelCrazy03
2004-06-29 02:03:42 (UTC)

SuMmEr 2o04

Hmm..well its been quite a while since my last entrance,
It's now June 28th and I have a few subjects I should
update/talk about

BRAD:
Well me and Brad are still going out :) This summers been
alright, I see Brad like once a week. But, when i do see
him i don't like to go out and party with him. I think of
it as, I only get to see this kid like once a week and the
time I spend with him I want to be sober...Now that isn't
asking too much is it? JuBst a couple of weeks ago I went
to visit him and we ended up getting drunk w/some of his
friends and we got into a big fight. I was just sitting
on a couch because I was pissed that Brad was getting so
drunk, then like half an hour later Brad came up to me and
was like, "whats wrong with you?" I said nothing but he
proceeded to keep asking me and I finally just went, "I
shouldn't have stayed tonight" (because i had come up the
previous night) Wellllll Brad didn't take that too
lightly, he started to yell at me and then took me outside
to yell at me some more which was really embarrassing, I
started to cry and tried to hide it from his friends and
finally just got the keys and said i wanted to drive back
to brad's house, so everyone who came with us got in brads
van and i drove us back, and yeah i was drunk and didn't
have my purse or license on me at all. Yep, I'm a dumbass,
but whatever, we all made it back fine. So, when we get
back to the house its like 1am I think. Brad continues to
bitch me out for at least an hour and a half. We were
just in his room lying in his bed the hole time, So after
a while i just got up and he thought I was going to drive
home but i just needed to get away from him, so i went
downstairs, got some water and just sat around the kitchen
for a while. Once he came downstairs I walked right back
upstairs into his room, then about five minutes later he
came in his room and lay on the floor, I asked him wtf he
was doing and he said that he was just going to sleep on
the floor, I said that he should sleep in his bed because
it was him and that i would sleep on the floor if i had
to. But, he just ended up coming back in his bed and we
talked for a while longer and finally made up. But, I
have never seen him that mean before, he was yelling at me
for such a long time and I never cry, and that night I was
crying for about two hours. The next day we acting normal
and didn't really talk about the fight that much. Its
been about two weeks since it happened and it still
bothers me a bit, mainly just because I don't understand
how i can like brad this much, but have a hatred for him
when he drinks, which is quite a lot. Brad loves to drink
and it just annoys me. I guess I'm just worried that
things won't work out because of alcohol, and that would
be really really stupid.
But, besides that one night things are going great, One
morning when we were lying in bed we each said that we
loved each other and I was beyond exstatic, Oh yeah, and
I'm also not a virgin anymore. I actually feel kinda
slutty because I didnt' wait that long, I mean technically
we were only going out for less than three months before
we did it. Oh well though.

JOB:
Well, I've got this job at a catering company. I actually
started working on my birthday which kinda sucked. But, I
don't work that many days,tomorrow i gotta be there at 7am
though and that is going to suuuuuck. I make 7.00 bucks
an hour. Mike also works there but he gets fifty cents
more than me an hour. and thats gaaaaaay, but he's only
worked like two days there, so whaterver.
I dont' feel like writing much more now, so i'm gonna go
read for a bit then i should hit the hay so i'm not too
tired tomorrow..goodnight

mElIsSa




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