little goth gurl

without wings, i fall
2004-06-28 21:53:45 (UTC)

can i?

explain how shitty last night was? i mean from my viewpoint
you think it would have been great, i mean i had two guys
brian and chris trying to give me what i wanted. but i hated
it. i mean i would never tell them that i mean, i'm fairly
talented at faking pleasure, but still, i can't even say i
really liked it. probably the audience, and just the sheer
fact that my billy was in the same fucking room. that could
be it. so yeah its hard when someone offers you an escape
and you don't take it., it is also hard to watch someone you
love suffer. i had to endure both last night, it was overall
just a terrible night. i hope it never happens again. fuck
my shoulder hurts. i'm going to go be somewhere that isn't
here. yeah, people will find me here, i just want to be alone.


linzi




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