Britt

..........my only option......
2004-06-28 04:49:21 (UTC)

recent daily life

Wow...thease things are so dumb but sumtimes theres no one
really to talk to but to write..or type really lol...my
cousin was up hre from north carolina...hes pretty
cool..hes a little bit older than me by like 9 months..so
we get along pretty good...except well..he has the biggest
crush on one of my best friends..i mean when they are
together they kinda gang up on me..but its alright... as
long as they are happy...but anywho...my another best
friend...andy...he..i cant explain it..i think i like him
sumtimes..but then its like...i rather have him as the best
friend..i can come crying too when my boyfriend dumps
me...i dont wanan be crying over him..looseing him as a
friend means too much to me... i really dont think he
understands the simple fact..that ya i would love to date
him and i almost did..untill i realized i cant do that..but
im sure he wont understand,,i mean hes a great boy...hes
funny...cute...smart..charming..everything a gurl would
want ..right?..but no..i cant ..its so hard to tell myself
our friendship is way too important..but it is..and i want
to be friendswith him for a long time... but i truly truly
believe in my heart that if we dated now that..we would no
longer remain the same friends when we break up..which i
dont think would happen for a very long time but still..u
never know whats gonna happen...but if we dated when we got
outta high school..im sure it would last a long time..i
dunno...but right now i have others on my mine...Drew...but
anywho...today i learned an important lesson...no haha i
ticked u haha..lol..im so dumb..i hope andy understands
what i want...and ihope he takes it as ya..i wanna do the
same..i want him to come to me with his gurl troubles..and
everything elese... i realy hope he does..and i want him to
call me..and stuff so we can talk...but he doesnt..oh
well..im sure i will see him sometime or or whatever..or
maybe ill give him a call and we will hang out...if he ever
reads this..which i know he will cuz he wants to lol..i
love him...a lot..and i would do a lot for u ..i hope u
know that..i 3 u !!!!




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