little goth gurl

without wings, i fall
2004-06-25 17:56:44 (UTC)

charred fields of snow

so i'm bored out of my mind. the boys had a gig last night
and they never came home, crashed at a hotel or something,
but whatever. i've been kinda just sitting around all night,
being bored, not tired. kind of feeling alone, a dog is only
a good companion for so long. but yeah. i've been sorta
listening to screamo trying to not be angry. i dont even
want to be here right now. i should go for a walk or
something. blah. so yeah. bored bored bored bored bored.
brian isn't even here to talk to me, to calm me...blah.
nobody is here. i should go home, see my brother or my mom
or something. lol i hate being in the house, just sitting
here waiting to have my kids...blah...its so gah...i've
played the guitar, cleaned the house to the best of my
ability. lol. been to the park with the dog, twice. i've
just been trying to do things and nothing is happening.
lol..i hate having no one to talk to....o well...i'm going
to go. i'll find something.
billy i hate you. lol
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charred fields of snow-a static lullaby

This touch. Last touch. This touch. Won't break me.
Now I. I see you. I'm sorry. I'm not sorry.
a word too soft to be spoken.
wrapped in barbed wire.
and traveling amongst the charred, fields of snow.
I have become.. wounded.
for the souls lost in this display of self rightous ideals.
break for I'm the one who deserves this pain.
the innocent will find.
innocence will find its place in heaven.
this pain will not stop.
I now dispose of you.
one by one their souls will take you over.
the pain of thousands, your time has come.
to think you have broken us down.
you have not. the innocent are free now.
and you're condemned.




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