alive inside

meaningless words & thoughts of nothing
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2004-06-24 20:43:32 (UTC)

my beautiful i wish we could be together

Daniel, hey what’s up? I know notes are so like 4th grade
but there are some things I need to tell you that are just
easier for me to write down on paper then to say them to
your face. I will understand if you want to break up with
me after this its probably for the best anyways. So here
goes nothing…. I don’t really like it when you tell me you
love me. Those 3 words “I love you” can be very powerful
words and should only be said when you truly feel something
for someone else. You told me you did mean it but I don’t
know how you could. You don’t even know me… you don’t know
how much of a bitch I can really be. In a way I don’t want
you to love me cuz you deserve someone way better. You are
a really great guy and I don’t want to hurt you. I don’t
think I deserve someone like you. That’s why I can’t get
over the whole Chad thing I think I deserve someone more
like him, not real nice… I don’t know how I feel I like you
a lot I wish I could be with you but I feel bad cuz I am
not good enough of a person for you. you don’t know how
great you really are you make me feel so special Inside and
I am sorry that I cant do the same for you. this is why I
will understand if you don’t want to go out with me anymore
cuz I know in the end I will just end up hurting you so its
probably best if we end it before I do.

i think this might be the one i actually give to him. i
just have to find out a way to get it to him cuz i am to
chicken to tel him these things on my own.

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