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Ezoic
2004-06-24 07:08:41 (UTC)

i dont fucking know.

"do you ever feel like cameras are watching you all the
time?"

"I saw imaginary spiders on walls and I thought that they
were reading my thoughts and telling them to people who
were running my whole life."

"A nameless pain cries out from my soul,
it eats away at my insides,
bit by bit.

This invisible torment of my heart,
it angers me,
it makes me lash out at me.

Lovely red carvings give pictures,
pictures of the ghostly pain,
pain written with my anger,
it lives upon my skin.

Feelings live inside,
they tell me that I am nothing,

I am nothing.
I am nothing.

The feelings assure me
that my pain doesn't count,
my hurt isn't real,
it can't be real if it cannot be seen!

My pain lives within,
the pain is wrenching,
it squeezes my gut into knots,
as I place blossoms of blue
savagely bruising my skin.

It is nothing.
It is nothing.

You can't see it,
so, it isn't there."

"the pain isn't real, it doesn't exist,"

"I felt like I was all alone in the world and it was all
my fault."

"My scars could be a charm braclet of memories.Except I
can't remember the when's or why's behind those
scars.Those moments thought to be so unberable and painful
are just completly forgotten."


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