Crazy in Blue

Singing In the Rain or A downpouring
2004-06-24 06:15:31 (UTC)

Float With Me . . . .

YES, ALL IS CRAZY WITH ME, BUT IT WOULD NOT BE MY LIFE IF
THINGS WERE NOT CRAZY, SO I GUESS I SHOULD REALLY SAY ALL
IS NORMAL.

I HAVE NOT SPOKEN TO ROMMEL SINCE I TALKED TO HIM WHEN I
WENT TO DAYTON, SO OF COURSE I SHOULD HAVE BITTERNESS IN
MY LIFE. BUT FOR ONCE I DON'T. BECAUSE I CAME TO THE
REALIZATION THAT WHILE HE IS MY IDEAL MATE, AND I WILL
PROBABLY LOVE THAT MAN FOREVER, I CAN NOT SIT AROUND AND
WAIT FOR HIM. AND I THINK THIS TIME I MIGHT FOR REAL FOR
REAL MEAN THAT. MY ABILITY TO HOLD ON TO THAT RESOLVE
PROBABLY HAS ALOT TO DO WITH THE FACT THAT I HAVE NOT
SPOKEN TO HIM IN 2 MONTHS, BUT I THINK THIS IS THE LONGEST
PERIOD OF TIME THAT I HAVE HELD ON.

WHAT ELSE IS GOING ON WITH ME. I AM JUST ENJOYING LIFE. I
AM MAKING NEW FRIENDS, DOING NEW THINGS, ALL KINDS OF
THINGS. THE BIGGEST SURPRISE WOULD BE THE FACT THAT I AM
GETTING ALONG WITH ZINA, LIKE REALLY WELL. I THINK IT'S
VERY WEIRD THAT ONCE I FOR REAL LET THE DERRICK THING GO,
I WAS FINE, LIKE REALLY. AND I MAKES ME FEEL A LITTLE BIT
BETTER TO KNOW THAT I CAN TRUST HER NOW. I STILL WON'T
EVER INTRODUCE HER TO LIKE ANY MAN EVER, LOL, BUT IT'S
GOING TO BE OKAY.

I DO HAVE A MAN IN MY LIFE, BUT EVEYRTIME I WRITE IN THIS,
BAD THINGS HAPPEN TO THE MEN THAT I LIKE, OR THEY TURN OUT
TO BE ASSHOLES, SO I REFUSE TO SAY ANYTHING ABOUT HIM, AT
ALL!!!!

THAT IS ALL FOR NOW, AT 2 IN THE MORNING!

TILL I FEEL THE NEED TO WRITE AGAIN!

CRAZY IN BLUE


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