Christy

words I can't speak aloud
2004-06-23 19:35:09 (UTC)

Unatainable

Love escapes me,
runs in every direction
except towards me.
Constant feelings of lonliness
and sorrow haunt my heart.
Dellusions of happiness fill my dreams
only to be whisked away at the first site
of daylight.
A picture of him sits next to my bed,
sits next to my heart.
He seems to me only a dream now,
a faded memory of what I once had.
An unattainable love
forever just out of my reach.
Or maybe he was only a dream to begin with.
Something I wanted to belive in,
something to keep my heart beating.
Maybe he is only an idea,
my white knight,
my Romeo for whom I don't deserve.
Maybe true love does not exist,
or atleast not for someone like me.
A constant dreamer,
who maybe has just woken up.




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