megan

listen to my silences
2004-06-21 19:49:21 (UTC)

still here

believe it or not, i haven't fallen off the face of the
earth. it's just a pain to get online at mom and dad's.
and since i'm living here now, i'm not online as often.

i'm starting school again in the fall. ius this time. i
went to orientation the other day, which sucked. oh well.
i'm sure it's not a preview to how my life will be
there...i found out that mom and dad are going to pay for
school since i'm living at home now. if i move out again,
they won't pay for it. they won't if i go to a different
school either. so i'll enjoy it this semester and see how
long i last.

i'm really down right now. not happy at all. not sure why
either...

brodie and i have been spending a lot of time together.
it's nice. one of the benefits of living at home...he's
right around the corner now.

i've been working on a scrapbook. it starts with right
after h.s. graduation and goes through college. if i run
out of room, i'll just buy more pages. so far i've got
everything in it up through last summer. all of my
memories about brandon are in it. it's helped, i think.

okay well i'm not really interested in letting anyone into
what's been going on in my world, so i'm going to sign out
of here. i've got to look for cheap hotels anyway.

final thought: and the memory now is like the picture was
then, once the paper's crumpled up it can't be perfect
again...