Meesa and Leglin's secret pi

moshing kiwis
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2004-06-20 08:02:57 (UTC)

maybe its cause

Hey..Dear Diary..blah blah blah.....iunno
hello hello
umm yup me and meg kinda write on and off..but ya....it
feels like we're all disappearing...its amazing how close
high school keeps us.......wow...now its done....but
ya...that pasrt doesnt really phase me.....the part that
phases me is that part that when meg says we've kinda
changed a bit..its true.....but i guess its not that
secret of a diary since we can both read it but ya
know...why not say how i feel...i mean thats what people
are trained to do...be truthful.....well kk........
Imagine being really upset because... shit happens...so
you know this guy who happens to be ur best guy friend,
and one of the few people you trust...who knows your
values completely..who knows what means the world to
you...especially sexually.....ya know..being a christian
and all being brought up to believe shit really has to
mean something...and the person knows that...so you get
drunk while he doesnt....totally trusting.....anyways i
learned my lesson about trust..nyways....blah blah
blah...shit happens...it hurts for a long time...fucks a
lot of things up in ur life....man i even went through
repression for a while and ur friend continues to lie to
you and u finally realize it....it hurts more than
ever.....being totally used and lied to..........fuck..and
being convinced not to tell anyone............iunno...then
seeing ur best girl friend ....well meg knows....then even
telling her what happened...i guess she didnt realize it
hurts....it hurts so much that everytime i see him or he
touches me i want to die....i want to die soo
bad.............still after how long...it hurts...and i
guess i didnt let her know....but anyways..that same
friend "friend" the best kind "best" you know the
kind...the pair who would be able to back stab anyone
excpet for eachother....well she just couldnt
understand ....and fucks round with him anyways...i mean
its no biggy...i mean me and him have no
attachments.....and she's free and its perfectly
fine....cept it hurts me sooo bad....like kills...like she
didnt understand when she told me she slept with him i
wanted to crawl in a hole and die...instead i hugged
her...i didnt know what else to do.......maybe i should of
said something....wow...im actually crying....its been a
while...but ya...maybe thats some of the reason i've been
kinda more and more distant...........


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