SktzoStylz

My crazy and boring life
2004-06-19 03:36:33 (UTC)

its been a couple of days....

and if you've been following, everything in my walk with
God hasnt been that great. In fact its been sucky and non
existant. I dont know...maybe things will change after
hearing that song....maybe I'll go right a song...I'm
going to go home try not to think about my ex and take a
nice cool bath. ahh i can feel it now. I've been scheming
for ways to get a man and its all crap...I need to talk to
God...lets see if he answers....I just want to be happy
and I'm sooooo not. not at all. not ever.......

OOOOOO my psycho ex is here, not the aformentioned ex but
the 10 yrs older than me stalker ex. I really want to
leave jus tcuz of the fact that he's here....Staring at me
all nite, total psycho.....total......I'm sick of Romeo
but I'm still so into him. We've been getting along pretty
well lately, well more like the last 2 hours but maybe
i've been smothering him. He's hard to ignore cuz he's
always moving around doing somethin never sitting still
its like when the room is quiet and someone gets up and
walks away that's him or stands in the corner then the
front then the other corner then the middle and the left
and its like "sit still omg!" plus i got feelings for him
so i notice stuff he does anyway but w/e....




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