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One life two live
2004-06-18 05:55:53 (UTC)

Hell is infront of you

Hell is in front of you. Just got back. its 1:30 am. Hands
team lost 17 to 1. lol They fuckin suck. There were girls
there dressed in very nice black dresses. Why the fuck do
they do that? why tease so many men. ranged from 20 to 50
years old and here comes this girl 17 to 20 in a black
dress, short, showing miles of leg, tight on the ass low
cut on the chest, titties poppin out, walkin by. nice tan,
blonde, black high heels.
why??? not that i'm complaining, but these guys have to go
home to there 40 -50 year old wife, vs. this 17-20 year old
girls. most of the guys there weren't pretty to begin with
so i can imagine what there wives look like.
Guys are different then girls also. Like Dreamgirl doesn't
care what i look like, so she says, she loves me because of
me. And in all truth, i love her for her, but the fact that
her body is fine as all hell is a huge plus. now if it
wasn't would i still care about her personality? i dunno
cause her bodies never been different.
My last girlfriend wasn't a prize. She was really the
first, so i think i did it just because. and i wasn't
exactly nice to her. was it because her body wasn't all
that great?? or because she was a fuckin physico?
its funny though how Dreamgirl says she doesn't look at
other guys, so why do i have to look at other girls. I
dunno, i just do. its like asking why do you bleed when
cut. shit i can't help it. i've tried, everytime something
sexual came up on TV i'd change it, but then it would make
it worse, and i'd get on the internet and fine something
better :) so what can guys do, girls dress in next to
nothing, leave very little to the imagination, which us
guys are very good at, and then expect us to behave.
a good example is the MTV awards where Britney stripped to
skin tone clothes and looked as if she had nothing on. I
sat straight up in my bed while watching it. I was looking
to she if there was anything on. upon realizing there was i
still had to run over her curves a couple of times.
Now personally i hate Britney. What she has done to the
world will take forever to be undone, and nothing she has
done is good.
I dropped my brother off at High school the other day, and
seeing what the girl wear now, compared to when i went to
school, i was like damn!! they look like there 21 and goin
to work at a strip club. how the fuck are guys supposed to
not do anything?
What i hate the most is guys can't do anything in return to
make the girls crazy as much as they make the guys crazy.
Guys in thongs aren't exactly sexy, and guys kissing other
guys aren't sexy at all. but when you put two girls in
those situations, guys could wack off for days.
So what can a guy do? Dreamgirl suggested working out
infront of her. or being romantic. But does that drive a
girl crazy? dont think so, maybe make her a little horny.
for me, everytime i see dreamgirls skin, or hint of a
thong, or when she bends over infront of me, (fully
clothed) i go fuckin nuts. I want it, and i want it now.
When i bend over infront of her, sure she'll say something,
but she doesn't run up and groupe me like i do her.
i can help it, it sends of like adreniline or something in
me, and my mind goes straight to other things. then when
she does something really kinky, i'm thinkin about it for
months. i've brought up things from like 2 years ago we did
that she doesn't remember, but because they were kinky as
hell i do.
She remembers romantic things. Blah.
so i don't know, what i do know is that they can bring men
to there knees, just by promising them something they want.
Sexual things of course, when they want it. They'll do
anything, ANYTHING. as long as they want it from you. and
that sucks, because guys don't have that power. Not even
Brad Pitt. some may think so, but not the power most girls
have over guys.
Like Dreamgirl. i dont want to sound pussy whipped, but i
dont want to loose it either. understand.

Until later...




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