Beauty Within

Fuck Me Pretty
2004-06-14 03:31:39 (UTC)

I Knew This Would Be A Problem

Malia leaves... school is almost over and why the fuck
can't anyone get along?! God damn. Everything is so stupid
and I love Geno so much as a friend and I hate the fact
that he can be considered a problem. He's a good person,
he doesn't need that.

Speaking of geno... I haven't really thought about him
much latley. I'm not sure why but I feel really weird...
for once in a long time I have no one to like. No one to
think about all the time so now all I think about is
everything going wrong and everyone yelling at everyone
else and everyone being so stupid.

why the hell do we fight so much, whats our problem?
What's my problem... have we forgotten why we are all best
friends in the first place?

Friday was fun, Saturday was pretty tight. When we were
outside Starbucks MacKenzie Carr and Emma Cook walked into
starbucks and when they walked out Mandi was
like "Melanie, don't you just hate sluts who drink cofee?"
it was pretty funny, they started laughing and were
like "were not sluts" and then walked by Bartells and
started talking to these two guys.

Mandi corn rowed my hair last night, it took 2 hours,
crazy. idk what else happened, we watched Rose Red at
melanies dads.

I like spending time with Keith and just talking to him,
we both miss Malia so much. i don't feel so alone when he
is around.

After yesterday then Becca got mad. Today is Sunday and
nothing too intersting happened, we were gonna stay and
watch The Dramatics but didn't. TJ Grant is so sexy, but
we went home. I had no enthusiasm, I miss Mandi already.
Malia too.

People... god i don't even know. Seriously, have we really
forgotten why we are all best friends in the first place.

46 daes till I can see Malia again.
Only god knows when I can see Mandi again.




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