Jessica

J
2004-06-13 23:15:18 (UTC)

summer sucks

Hey there...well i havent written in forever...doesnt seem
like it but i guess it was awhile ago...last time i wrote i
was happy because i dont things were going ok and now
things are just gay...i mean i did like ryan for a while
but not too much but i did and now schools been out and i
havent seen him once and i miss him so much!! uugghh its
killin me...and then i also miss andrew..i dont like him
liek that like i use to but i still miss him...ugh
poop...but yea anyways...summer has been incredibly
boring..i got in a car accident a couple weeks ago and i
havent had my car but i get it back this week finally...and
im still looking for a friggen job which is taking
forever...ive applied like everywhere..ugh i need money i
tell ya! cause my family sure doesnt have any..we prolly
have to sell the house cause we cant afford it anymore...my
dad is looking for a new job cause he hates this one and
the ppl there are gay...im bored out of my mind right
now...theres nothing i hate more than sundays! ugh
barf...went to the mall today and saw the hottest guy ever
working at this cell phone place..omg hes so hoot lol...me
and katie have talked to him before but i mean hes so
fricken hot its not even funny...that was good til katie
starting going on about how she wanted to be as pretty as
this one girl at her school and shes ugly and her eys are
too big and blablabla...ugh yea annoying..her sister got a
boob job the other day..ridiculous i know...haley went to
tampa this weekend and went on a big shopping spree.
hopefully that went good i havent talked to her yet...she
prolly got a lot of clothes that i cant fit into..my boobs
are too big for her and katies shirts and its really
annoying...i hate boobs they only get in the way. uuuum but
anyways. my love life is gay as hell right now. as in there
isnt one...i miss ryan too much!! and there arent any new
guys in the picture. theres this one guy alp that use to
like me first semester who was in my spanish class who imed
me the other week and weve been talking but i dont liek him
like that at all....me and katie went to the loop last
friday and saw this pretty hot guy that haley knows and
shes gonna introduce us so maybe something there but i
doubt it...both me and kt liked him and he'll prolly like
katie more cause shes prettier but oooh well. guys are
gay..next year is gonna suck ass. we now all of a sudden
cant wear backless shoes which pisses the hell outta me...i
have all these AP classes which are gonna kill me specially
if i have a job goin too. and then im not gonna get a
parking pass cause i didnt do too great on fcat which
reeaalllly pisses me off...im not riding the fucking bus
another year i will get a ride if it kills me...i hope adam
gets one cause he shall be taking me if so. uuughh
sundaayys even in summer sundays suck...im gonna take this
faggot traffic course online tomorrow so i get the 3 points
off my lisense i got when i got n the accident uggh that'll
be fun lemme tell ya. life is superb..waaateevver...well im
gonna go doo who knows wat but something..i shall ttyl bye
bye




Ad: