jane_doe

a little piece of me
2004-06-11 13:56:59 (UTC)

turtle update

turtle has now lost 14 pounds in 2 weeks! i'm so proud
of him! he has a scale at work, so he can check in on
himself more often. i won't know if i've lost any more
until monday when i go to my moms. i sure hope i
have. i'm kinda making this a competition between
turtle and i but i'm not going to tell him that. this is just
for me, so i can push myself a little more. i want this so
badly. not for what others think of me. turtle loves me
the way i am. i want this for me. i want to love me. i
want to have a little self confidence. i don't want to
always be so disgusted by looking in a mirror. i know
some of my past relationships certainly have not
helped with that, but i also need to let that stuff go. i'm
giving myself a makeover in and out. cleaning out the
junk inside.

alright, i think i better go. got lots to do today. have to
get 3 new tires. that really sucks! but hey, stuff
happens. at least it didn't totally blow out on me on the
way to work the other day. and turtle was there to
change the tire for me. such a wonderful man. ok ok,
i'm out of here.

jane_doe