AJF

g-unit
2004-06-08 03:32:52 (UTC)

epiphany

"Your words to me are just awhisper, your face is so
unclear, i try to pay attention, but the words just
dissaper."

Well, here i'am, once again, sitting here, listening to my
depressing music, the music i only listen to when i'm
depressed. I stopped taking my anti-depressants, and my
sleeping pills, cause they were both making me gain waight
like mad...but, anyway, I miss James, and i mean really
miss James...i was listening to a TLC song, called i miss
you so much, and all of a sudden, i just started balling.
Yeah, i think about him alot, and nobody...besides me, and
whoever is reading this knows...not even Anthony, and he
never will, cause i dont want him to think that i'm using
him to get my mind off James, cause thats not how it is...
Next monday, my cousin Leslie, and i are going to Portland,
cause she has a doctors appointment. So we leave on
monday, and come back the next day on Tuesday...so that
should be gay as a mother fucker. In school today, we were
watching the gayies video, about how white guys try to act
black, and how all guys act like they are all buff, and
they look stupid doing it, and they look stupid sagging
their pants and all that shit. Well, i think that guys that
sag their pants are hella fine! Yeah, espesualy Anthony...
But, i guess i'm gonna go...I'll write back soon...
~Jessica~




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