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rem mklt
2004-06-08 00:07:01 (UTC)

indiana beach

finally. i get to spend time with my boyfriend. without my
parents watching me every step of the way. tomorrow
me&matt&brandi&jacob (my sister and her boyfriend) are all
going to indiana beach. it should be fun because me and my
sister get along really well. and i get along with jacob.
and neither one of them have a problem with matt. but we
wont even be around each other that much anyway. im sure
brandi and jacob will do their own thing while matt&i do
ours. so it should be fun. and this time i wont have to
worry about not showing any pda. because when we went with
the school matt&i couldnt hold hands. let alone kiss or
anything. so it should be better this time. im excited.
this will be the first time this summer that i get to hang
out with him by myself. it will probably be the last time
too. even though my mom is getting more trusting. she let
him come over once when the only person home was my sister.
even though he didnt come she said she didnt care if he did
come over. and then yesterday she said that he could come
over even though my dad would be sleeping. but everytime
she says that he can come over when no one is around she
just says "you know better" and what exactly are we going
to do anyway? have sex? i dont think so.




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