Beauty Within

Fuck Me Pretty
2004-06-07 22:28:37 (UTC)

Forget it...

I am so done trying to make sense of this life, of people.
ok?!

Yes! yes, I like Geno!! yes I do!!! and it's driving me
crazy because I don't think i should! He's so much more
than I will ever be and I don't want to chase after a
dream I want to turn into reality that will never be. My
head is going to friggin explode!!! People keep telling me
I am so much more than I give myself credit for but why?!
What did I do that’s so great?! yea...nothing. I'm just
trying to get by like everyone else...

Ok?

Yes. I like Geno.
No. I don't think I should.
Yes. I can't help it.
Yes. I love being around him.
Yes. I love the person he is.
No. I don't deserve someone that good.
and No. I don't know anymore, I just don't.

Forget it...




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