I'm not dumb...

Mofo in the Wae
2004-06-07 20:59:54 (UTC)

I wish that I was anywhere, with anyone making out...

yay dashboard confessionaL! :P

hmm... so it's been quite some time since i have updated...
go to my livejournaL to read i guess, although, i haven't
written much there either. haha. this is because i have had
a lot to do for schooL, even though i hardlee did that work
either. i am going to faiL aLL of the eviL regents. oh
weLL. like i care.

i don't feeL like writing about what has happened since the
last time i updated but i can bet it involved scrotch and
happee juice. yeah. that sounds right.

but this last weekend was a little different, and was stiLL
awesome sauce.

on fridae my mom brought me over to sam's house around 6.
cristan was there. we had a picnic in her yard with pizza
and scooby... interesting combination. then we walked to
coldstone to get icecream. yummmm. then we walked back to
sam's and steve drove us to the strawberry festivaL where
we waited for sean. when he finaLLee got there we bought
tickets and waited on line to go on some ride. the two fuck
faces were there (jacob and wayne) and cristan and i felt
reaLLee sick. wayne weas gone after a awhile but jacob was
there almost the whole night. some security guard was
yeLLing at us and he wouldn't let sean on the ride. the
dude he controLLed the ride was deft on crack or something.
who knows? cristan and i ripped up some paper and used it
as tickets and so, got on some rides for free. but that's
kinda fair considering cristan gave one dude like 6 too
manee tickets. it aLL evens out i guess. cristan and
i...ummm... went for a walk? it took sean and sam a while
to find us. they are kinda dumb (but i love you both!!!) so
it's amusing. steve picked us up at 11 and drove us home.

on saturdae i woke up earlee for SATs. after the test i was
waiting for my mom to pick me up and jenn and her friend
sara were there. they're funnee. my mom picked me up and we
went to marshaLLs and peir 1 and then we came home. i "did
homework" and showered and went to sara's at 6:15ish. there
were manee people there. it was awesome sauce to see sara.
her friend chris devans (can't speLL his last name) was
reaLLee cooL. i think i kinda have a thing for him. :-/ oh
weLL. at some point ian came. i felt soooo sick. ughh. i
miss him. i don't know why, but i do. then meredith came.
yeah. haha. cristan and i found a moth and named it
gertrude. devans had a whip and that was amusing. bob
(sara's dad) is siLLee. we plaeed with snails and did
nothing but hang out in the yard for a while but some how
it was fun. then we got rides to merrick cinemas to see
HP3. cristan and i went in devans' car. yay! we waited on
the line for a long time before we could go in. i saw kiki
and yeLLed "man stride!!!" and it pissed her off. *eviL
grin* the movie was prettee good. i sat on devans' lap for
the whole movie and we kept humping each other. haha. poor
sara. she had to sit next to us. he bit my neck. eep. he
kept putting food down my shirt. stupit boys. but i guess i
have to give him credit for putting up with me for 2 and
1/2 hours. that's prettee impressive. after the movie i got
back in his car with cristan and joanna. he drove them home
and it was just the two of us in the car. he asked if i
would wanna chiLL with just him for a bit before going back
to sara's and i was dumb and said we should just go back to
sara's. dumb keLLee!! *hits self* i'm so dumb. i shoulda
said yes and matbe we woulda hooked up. i wish we had. i
don't know him weLL enough to like him but i deft have a
thing for him. he said we could hang out next weekend. yay!
weLL, we went back to sara's and stood around in the
kitchen for a while. then i plaeed bop it with mer, brit,
and doug. i was sooo bad at it but they let me keep plaeing
b/c i was the entertainment(i danced to the bop it music
when everyone else was going). devans joined in to plae
with us. at some point ian said hi to me. how random. he
said something about me being weird i think. i don't
remember. i told him i liked dancing to the bop it music
and kept dancing. and i said goodbye to him before he left.
i think those were the onlee words i we spoke to each other
aLL dae. what a friend. *roLLs eyes* god i miss him. i miss
our friendship so much. i'd die to have one more chance
with him, geez, i'd even die just to be friends with him
again. he meant a lot to me for some dumb reason. oh weLL.
w/e. our friendship is gone for good. there's nothing i can
do about it. when ian left amanda came over. YAY! i heart
her. by like 1:00 everyone left except for the 7 of us
sleeping over... and devans. he left around 1:45 i think.
aLL that was left was me, amanda, jodi, jess, sara, mer,
brit, and stacey. it was funfuL. we didn't get to sleep
until around 5:30. we were quite the talkative bunch. we
woke up at 9:30ish and had chocolate chip pancakes. YAY!! i
left at 10:30 and came home and slept for a while. die
cramps die.

~KeLLee and QuaGGy

I'm missing you laugh
How did it break?
and when did your eyes begin to look fake?
I hope you're as happy as you're pretending




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