Dragon

Trapped in the Remains
2004-06-06 22:39:28 (UTC)

Hannah

I don't know what the fuck I'm going to do without her.. I
CAN'T DO THIS!.... I need her back here.. why her.. of all
fucking people.. why her?!?!?!!?!?
I could kill the motherfucker that pushed her to it!!!!!!!


Sigh... I guess I should explain..
She was walking home from school on Thursday (well,
thursday here), and some guy mugged her, and stabbed her
in the side.. she was in hospital for about 2 days.. and
when she got home, she put a knife to herself.....

I want to kill him! I fucking hate him!!!! The dickhead
that pushed her to it.. how fucking are he?!!?!?!!?!? I
can't do this anymore.. I need Hannah back... who was he
to push her away?!?!?!?!

I found out at recess on Friday.. I called her to see that
she was home from hospital etc.. and I spoke to her
brother... I was crying all through recess, all through my
next class, all through lunch, all through the class after
that, and I just sat there in my last class...

*I said i'd finish this later, so here I am*

The funeral was this morning.. it ripped me up to not be
there... I guess it wouldve been like a closure... to see
it... I don't know.. I guess I think to have been there
would have shown that it's true.. that she's not coming
back.. it would be a point to move on... but I haven't got
that.. I know I will never forget, or move on from this..
but I don't know.. I guess it seems that being there mightve
helped... like seeing her one last time.. even though I
wouldn't of seen her...

I don't know what to say.. it hurts.. it really does.. I
need her here.. I don't know what else to think than that..
I don't know what to write here, if anything.. I can't get
my emotions sorted out in my head, let alone putting them in
writing..

I'm gonna go...
if i think of anything else, i'll put it up

Dragon~




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