_~*Ash*~_

Not Every Day You See This Stuff
2004-06-03 01:17:11 (UTC)

Torture (by Berlin)

Touch me, hold me, whirl away
silence, sadness, white and grey

torture, torture, twisted love
kiss me, kick me, feel my blood

forever, for now, my heart screams for you
desperate memories, broken and true
living for tears now, i'm dying for love

merging and fading, forgiving again
torture...torture...torture
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Ok lets see… last week went by really quick… sort of.
Wednesday I had an interview at hot topic (for those of you
that don’t know what that is, it’s a trendy “Goth” store)
and I think that I did well. I ended up seeing Justin,
Thomas and Serena… on Tues Wed and Thu last week. I really
don’t know what I'm going to do about that boy. (Justin)
Fri I went to Cruzin Grand with my mom… ha… and Joe and
josh and Trish. I saw Jesse there, outside of LAN storm. Oh
I saw Jesse and Damien on like Thu I think at the mall…
Damien said that I looked nice… and yeah. Sat I went to
the movies and saw The Day After Tomorrow (awesome movie!!)
with Jesse sort of… he kind of just showed up… then we went
to the star bucks, and I went home and just chilled out.
Sun I was at home all day even though Thomas and I had
plans to go to Ups and Downs. Our plan fell through. Monday
I hung out with my cousin and Garrett at my cousin’s house
then we went to Moonlight beach and had so much fun. Then
we came back to my house and had a mini BBQ. When it got
cold outside we (including my bro and his friend Toby) all
got in the Jacuzzi. Around ten everyone left. I was on the
phone most the night. Then yesterday night rob and Garrett
came over and we watched Euro-Trip (funny movie). They
stayed until midnight so that they could say happy b-day to
my now 15-year-old brother. Yes… today is my brother’s
birthday. After school I was hanging out with Jenny V. and
her mom took Tracy and me to the mall. We got a smoothie
compliment of Jenny’s mom, and saw Justin (old boss) and
walked around. I was hoping to see the other Justin, but
yeah… he had work. And now I'm at home. Doing nothing. So
yeah. Ummm… I wish that I had a real life.

Later Days-
Me... but according to myself last night... im only 1/3
American at the moment




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