Luka xOx

Luka xOx
2004-05-30 16:31:27 (UTC)

The early hours of the morning...

The early hours of the morning, are dawning on me with the
realisation that it is a shocking thing but, yes, my day
yesterday did turn out to be a shitty one. My brother is a
bastard, just so you know. My handling of my emotions
could have been better. And the relationship that I have
with my friends could also be better, but I will get
better if my friends let me so will it. If they are sick
of me I know I can do better.

Life is ok but life also hurts a lot, and Callen says that
I need to be funnier and try to write poems that don’t
rhyme. At the moment I’m writing a story, so maybe you’ll
get to see that. And I got a haircut...it looks pretty. I
might get red and black streaks, or red and black tips.
Sound cool?

I am going shopping today with Michala, Bronach and Riley.
Maybe if we get hot we can go and sit in the refrigerated
isle at Coles. Michala is staying over for the next two
nights.

The day is dawning, and it is still dark, hours have
passed and the pain has only grown stronger. Time goes
slower as life seeps out of me. The hurt of your words,
the pain of your blow , the bruises you leave on my heart.
My body aches, you temper dismissed, my fault again. I
shouldn’t have said Hello!

Jason woke me up yesterday morning, he needed my phone. I
woke up to a bright light and him pulling me off the bed.
Don’t worry something pointy on the floor broke my fall.

I don’t know what I want to achieve here. I have to go
from one hell hole to the other, to make some phone calls.
I going, going, gone.

Luka xOx




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