annoymous

life suxz
2004-05-29 15:44:20 (UTC)

Bored and Sad!

Sometimes all i want to do is cry! I hate it here my mom
yells and never stops she acts like i dont kno she does
drugs and she complains she doesnt have money as if i dont
kno that she spends it on ciggerates i hate ciggerates.. i
hate the name and that smell and even the thought oof them!
i probably have cancer or im goin to cuz my mom always
smokes around me! well maybe it will kill me, naw i couldnt
be so lucky! this life i live is full of nuthin but lies
and i hate that when i go places i have to hide my pain
when i kno i hurt but i have to act like my life couldnt
get any better! when i wish i could die! but again i
couldnt be so lucky! i cant wait till im old enough so i
can move out of this place, i will never visit and
hopefully i can lose contact with everyone! i hate cryin
and i hate bein sad! i wish i could be happy at home like i
am at skool! but im only happy at skool cuz my friends keep
me happy and the smile on Trevons face! yes if u wanna kno
i have a crush on him but he knos me and my friends three
wayed him and she told him and hes so sweet but i dont
think he likes me like that! but thats iight cuz hes a real
sweet and nice friend! ALTHOUGH THE last couple days of
skool he kinda seemed annoyed by me! but not alot of
happiness anymore cuz sad i kno but skools out for summer
vacation! in a way im happy cuz in july i get to see my
step sister shenee and my cousin clarissa even though
shenee dont wanna come cuz she might be here when its her
birthday she doesnt have a choice, because she has to come
cuz they are comin by plane and rissa cant ride on the
plane alone! so i dont get to be happi now well actually i
get to go to my g-mas in louisanna and that means i get to
get away from this place well my mom! well i hope i get to
go but im not sure yet! my mom always blames me for
everything and most of it i didnt do! i hate the fact that
i have to miss out on things because i have to babysit my
sister like shes my child! well i got to go my moms on a
yellin spree and shes callin everyone retards bye! one luv!
till next time! bye bye bye bye!




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