jptart

Teenage life
2004-05-29 14:50:29 (UTC)

Eternal Confusion

Man, life. It seems my mind wont make a decision about what
it wants. Part of me wants another g/f but i know i'm not
good enough for one. Part of me just wants to forget
everything.
Heathers messed up. She apperantly doesnt want to be my
friend any more b/c she said we argue all the time. Well, i
guess i dont have a best friend any more. God, this is all
wrong, its like i'm becoming really good friends with my ex-
girlfriend and enemies with my best friend. Shouldnt it be
the other way around? Well if Heather doesnt want to talk
to me any more, thats her problem, I'm sick of trying to
make everyone happy, everyone but me. If i did try to make
my self happy, I wouldnt feel miserable or hate myself like
I do right now would i,? Maybe I would idk. I want to stop
feeling right now.
~Chris~




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