pet cindee

pet cindee
2004-05-27 01:49:29 (UTC)

Mistress

i know that Mistress has been bothered by something
lately. She told me that She will tell me on friday
morning when we talk on the phone.

i know that in a few weeks, a major event will happen which
will change my ability to communicate with and serve
Mistress. my wife is retiring and i cannot get online
during the day, or get away for a day to go visit
Mistress. i have hoped that things would work themselves
out, and that if we just gave it a chance, we can continue
our relationship.

i have been delaying saying something, but i can tell that
it has been bothering Mistress. i do not wish to remove
Her collar, but She does not seem happy with what is
happening. i am thinking that on friday, She will be
asking me to make a decision---to keep serving Her or to
remain with wife of 33 years. i know that i will have to
tell her that i cannot leave my marriage and if that is the
choice, i will have to ask to be released from Her collar.

i am a bit depressed in thinking about this.




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