Belinda

I'm suicidal and knowone w/care if I was gone.

Hello Diary,

Yes my seizures are getting worse again and again.
I've also been thinking of suicide my meds would definitely
do it I know that for sure or the liquid Felbatol alone.
I feel as if ppl are blaming me for my seizure increase.

My family wouldn't give a flying flip I've always known
that.
I believe I just get in there way and my seizures are a
nuisance to them anyway.

Friends that's a laugh I don't have hardly any.
PPl don't seem to understand why I'm disgusted after 40
years of uncontrolled seizures they act like,having a
seizure would be nothing to get over.
Belinda