Timothy

miss teh girl

so.

yeah, I miss teh girl.

I didn't honestly think anything
i had to say mattered. but I guess
it did.

she never wanted to talk about herself,
and when I asked for her number she'd
end the conversation....

what was I supposed to think? I thought
i was getting the brush off. i thought
we were just friends, and thats all we'd
ever be.

Thinking has never been a strong point.

I was being an asshole. I was venting.
I was being mean about someone who simply
didn't matter.

I don't even know what it was I said
that set her off. She just, well, ended it.

now she won't talk to me...

well. figures, I find someone I really
liked, cared about and completely blew it.

she actually mattered, and I thought..

yeah...

fuck.