Mrs_Goodbar28

Lyrics of a Soul
2004-05-26 07:24:11 (UTC)

My world, it moves so fast today...

The past is seems so far away, and life squeezes so tight
that I can't breathe. And every time I try to be whut
someone else thought of me, so caught up, I was unable to
achieve. But deep in my heart, the answer, it was in me."
-Miseducation of Lauryn Hill

Today was alright, the highlight of it being I've found a
new love in my college town located on the main street, an
exceptionally beautiful apartment I cannot currently
afford to live in, but with all the scholarships I've been
applying and reading for, I'm more determined than ever to
make this place mine after seeing it today. It was just
gorgeous, but I don't have the energy to put in all the
detail, maybe later today. Anyway, I couldn't sleep, so
I'm up and though I shouldn't be lookin at a computer
screen or Tv, there's nothing else for me to do. Anyway,
the apartment made a great start for whut became a bland
day. Mouse called this mornin to see if I wanted to go
the movies with her and so I'd know her mom and sister
would be in town Friday so I could meet them for
lunch. So we laughed and talked about similar "weird"
experiences with a pathetic Marcus and sha said she'd call
me back later. Of course later never came and I suspect
it had something to do with her meeting up with the Pres.,
which probly led her to the VP, and naturally, she'd blow
me off for him. I'm not mad, just diappointed, but in the
meantime, I just applied and read for more scholarships
and watched the game. But I'm for real, me and Mouse need
to talk if she wants to ever call me her friend again.

Oh well, that was all, and I kinda ignored Marcus
altogether, he sent me two texts total today (too many t's
there...sorry), one which he sent at two o'clock in the
morning! Just to say he was thinkin about me and to wish
me a good nite. I mean, that'd be sweet and all, but I
don't feel I've ever given him an indication of liking
him. Once again, I ALWAYS GET THE ONES I DON'T WANT!
Somebody shoot me cuz he just doesn't get it. I'll try
not to hurt his feelings, but I can only be honest with
him. I think I'll attempt to sleep now, as I have to be
at work by 8 am tomorrow. My boss is crazy, but I guess I
gotta do it if I wanna get paid. Sometimes this job
really blows, but taht's another entry all together.
Until next time, live, love, life!




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