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2004-05-25 20:43:03 (UTC)

Eric Clapton - River of tears, and the fucked upness of my thoughts

It's three miles to the river
That would carry me away,
And two miles to the dusty street
That I saw you on today.

It's four miles to my lonely room
Where I will hide my face,
And about half a mile to the downtown bar
That I ran from in disgrace.

Lord, how long have I got to keep on running,
Seven hours, seven days or seven years?
All I know is, since you've been gone
I feel like I'm drowning in a river,
Drowning in a river of tears.
Drowning in a river.
Feel like I'm drowning,
Drowning in a river.

In three more days, I'll leave this town
And disappear without a trace.
A year from now, maybe settle down
Where no one knows my face.

I wish that I could hold you
One more time to ease the pain,
But my time's run out and I got to go,
Got to run away again.

Still I catch myself thinking,
One day I'll find my way back here.
You'll save me from drowning,
Drowning in a river,
Drowning in a river of tears.
Drowning in a river.
Feels like I'm drowning,
Drowning in the river.
Lord, how long must this go on?

Drowning in a river,
Drowning in a river of tears.

i think i'm losing it
everything
nothing seems to make sense any more
why exams? you could have an off day, and that would effect
your whole life
why b/f / g/f, after all they're only gonna hurt you, or
you them, and you'll end up losing them anyways
you just get attached to something you can't keep
why
why the fuck are we here!

i'm sorry i'm paranoid
i'm sorry i need reassurance that people want me around
i need reassurance that he wants me
i need people to act like they care
i know....well think i know deep down they do, but i need
to be told
i'm sorry to be such a burden on everyone
why don't i just die


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