Prosthetic_Mind

Beyond teenage angst
2004-05-24 02:37:47 (UTC)

What are you thinking?

I've been paddling against the current for so long. My
arms are tired. I'm just going to let it flow.

Like Roosevelt I've blanketed it for the longest time.

I'm only naked when the only warmth I feel isn't warmth at
all, it's more money going down the drain. Other times I'm
cloaked with this heavy optimism I force myself to wear,
not for personal gain but for the good of my country.

Maybe it's best if I stop paddling, you did. I miss you
so much. It'd be different now anyway, it's all
different. Different.

Hyde, don't change..please.
the weakness leaks out of every orifice. no one sees it
but me which is what i want but i don't.

i'm sorry i told you how i feel "Everywhere I look I see
the death, it's screwing me up" it's what i've been
trying not to do, but it came out and i'm sorry. i hope it
went into short term memory

it's not you it's me
it's not me it's the world
it's the world against me
it's me against the world

it must be me, it can't be the entire world. i wish i
could stop paddling




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